Pengalaman Ngeri !!!

Saya cuma nak share kisah saya ni..well, some parents do have this experience but some do not. And i guess i am the lucky sbb diberi rasa gelisah, takut, ngeri, sedih dan mcm nak gila..this is the story...................

Hp bdering..one of my group for charity called me. It's on Monday, but sy bercuti due to company shutdown. She asking me an opinion for the goodies bag utk kanak2 bcoz kami yg prepare for hadiah and food. Mase tu, i was at sebuah hotel di KL and my parents were there too sbb my brother nk 1st day at work. I keluar dari hotel utk ckp telefon sbb dlm hotel sgt bising dgn tv and suara adam & alisya (my brother's daughter) yg berlari2..then, mereke ikut i keluar..after runsing dgn bising, i shouted at them and ask both them to get in the hotel back. They in after that. I continued bercakap about this charity with my 120% focus!! Dalam 10mins on the phone, my mum's maid kuar dr bilik and tnye where is Adam & alisya..how do i know?? i dont even see them playing around me if not i dah marah mereka for sure. Well, belom panic lagi sbb my sis ckp "derog main lain almari kot"....cari, but xjmpe..ok, now im totally panic!

Kedudukan bilik hotel tu adlh di luar kwasan level dgn bilik2 lain sbb tu blk family..besar..so, location dah di exit nak ke tangga and ms i ckp fon, i duduk di tgga nak ke tgkat 10..blk my parents di tgkat 9 while mine di blk std biase means, di area2 lif. And bile dah panggil bkali2 nama adam, xde sahutan..panik tahap serious dah ni..i naik gune tgga ke tgkat 11..xde..i turung ke tgkt 8..xde...now, air mate dah merambu..btambah merambu bile sume org mencari, tmsuk my dad tp xjmpe..hubby dah smpai lobby..cari kawasan luar..me, dgn xberkasut turun lif..cari di cafeteria, lobby..i tanye setiap org yg i jmpe even i dont know them..my ayat time tu was "ade nampak anak saya x? umur 3 thn (sambil tunjuk ketinggiannye)"....smpai housekeeping pon sy tnye..at this moment, i dont trust anyone tmsuklah pkerje2 hotel..mane tau konspirasi..

I bertambah gile! air mate kuar xbhenti..kali ni, dgn esakan...pastu dah smpai tahap meraung..everyone yg i nmpak, mcm bg harapan pd i..but sgt ketat dada i bile mereka geleng kpala, means xnmpak my son & alisya..i dah pegang kepala (the, tsedar i xpkai tudung)...i pegi di car park entrance/exit yg ade palang tu..ade org jaga kat situ..i ckp dgn kakak tu "Kak, kalau nampak mane2 kereta bwk 2 org budak laki n pompuan umur 2-3 thn, tolong tahan kete tu yek..anak2 saya hilang"...dan setiap mereka yg melihat keadaan sy, semua muka memberi simpati, dah ckp "btenang..sabar.."...can i???? nop! korg xtau ape yg aku alami...!

I masuk blk duk depan lif...i buntu nk cari di mana lagi..famly yg tolong cri sume dh bimbang..my dad dgn kain plekat and xpkai selipar, jmp Manager hotel tu (sbb dia kenal)..manager ckp, dia dah arahkan sume pkerja hotel cek tiap2 level..and some more tgk CCTV..and my dad ckp, kalo xde gak, dia nk pggil polis utk permission pecah pintu every room yg ade dlm hotel tu. Riaksi aku mase tu???? nak pengsan,beb! lemah lutut...pastu, aku lari dari rmai2 tu..laki aku xtau kmana dah..aku naik ke car park guna tgga..pastu jmpe abg yg jaga CCTV..dia panggil aku..

"dik, meh sini...adik tenang dulu tgk CCTV ni...." mase ni i dah ingat dia nk tunjuk i org yg kidnap atau culik budak berdua tu..i dah ketar seluruh badan..mata pandang TV...pastu dia smbung ayat dia..

"ni CCTV tiap sudut ade..tp dr td memg xde kelibat deorg..adik tgk je kt sini..xyah turun naik cari..tenang ye.." Ya Allah..lega aku..ingatkan dia nk tunjuk org yg dah amik anak2 aku tu..tp still xlega sgt sbb lg la aku cemas..CCTV xleh nmpak kelibat..yg nmpak pkerja2 hotel yg cari budak2 tu..aku meraung lagi..tp mulut aku baca ayat ni "Lailahailla..antasubha nakainni..kuntumminazzolimin"...sepanjang aku pdg CCTV tu...tp peliknye, CCTV xde pon kt exit tangga that's why xleh nk nmpak mane budak2 tu pergi..air mate aku mgalir lg..Ya Allah!

Dah 13min berlalu...dtg sorg pakcik yg memg jaga kt CCTV tu, dia dtg kt aku..aku bgn sbb nk teruskan pencarian..aku rase cm tiap saat yg berlalu tu sgt bharga..mcm2 leh jd..tp pakcik tu kate, "Dah..dah..dah jmpe dah"...aku "hah?? mane??? aku goyang tgn pakcik tu.."ade kt lobby dgn ayah dia..terus aku berlari..berapa anak tgga aku langkah xtau la..nmpak je, Adam..terus aku peluk and cium dia beribu2 kali..I tnye dia.."Adam..mane adam pegi...tinggal mama" air mate merambu lg..sume org tgk kami..pastu, adam pon nangis...

Ya Allah..syukur sgt!!! xcakap byk dah..terus aku pegang je dia..Malam tu, wat sujud syukur...

Ya Allah, terima kasih ats peringatan ini..aku bsyukur megalaminya dan aku bsyukur berakhir dgn gembira...maka, aku mgerti perasaan ibu bapa yg hilang anak2 hingga sekarang blom jumpa..aku sgt2 paham perasaan mereka..paham keadaan dan paham perasaan adalah sgt berbeza dlm kes2 cmni..phm perasaan hnya utk mereka yg pernah alami..manakala paham keadaan hanya boleh bsimpati dgn nasib..

Skang ni, i fobia..mybe for the next 15years..pegi mane2 even nk beli junkfood kt stesen minyak, kalo xnmpak je kelibat adam, automatik pasaan tu dtg blk...believe me korg xkan dpt tau cmne perasaan tu melainkan mgalaminya sndiri...alhmdllah..aku merasainya dah hikmahnye, aku lebih care pasal Adam...lebih berhati2 dgn skeliling..

oh, lupe nak gtau, mane budak2 tu pg..rupenye, deorg pegi tgkat 15..imagine la, dr tgkat 9 kt tgkat 15..my hubby yg jumpe sbb dia naik gune tgga exit tu dr 3rd floor smpai la ke tgkat 15..tu yg jmpe tu..mase dia jumpe tu, adam tgh pegang tgn alisya (dia pggil adik), and nk ketuk pintu bilik yg sama lokasi dgn blk my parents tu..so, kami suspect dia sesat..xtau mcm mna nk blk but dia ingat blk yg mane cume salah level je..hubby peluk xingatnye..mane tak nye, dia pon dah nak nangis dah..pastu, bru my sis and dad dtg ke floor tu..pastu br turun ke lobby...ishk2..adam..adam..

"You were not alone"

Anak-anak di rumah Anak Kesayanganku

That is my group motto for the charity project. I dont know i am so eager to run this project out. This is because i went for site visit and i were so touched seeing them..their dressed, tudung..bertambah touching melihat sikap mereka yg nyata terlatih untuk menjadi soleh & solehah, insyaallah..

Sampai je aku di rumah tersebut, kanak2 ni sgt riang & gembira..Mereka cakap "kakak, tetamu datang!"...(kakar refer to warden)

Kanak2 sekecil ni, tahu membuka pintu pagar so that tetamu xperlu tggu terlalu lama di luar..mereka terus tarik tgn aku dan mencium sbg mengalu kedatangan aku..aku sgt terharu..Melihat wajah masing2 aku syahdu..

Mereka sgt suka bergambar....

Inilah target kumpulan saya. Untuk membuat amal kebajikan juga mendapat keputusan cemerlang dlm subjek ni..Mula2 memg niat hanya utk menjayakan assignment, tp lama2 timbul rase untuk menjayakan projek ni dgn rasa lapang dada namun tetap meletakkan objective utama projek ini.

Setakat ini, kami dah mengumpulkan dana sebanyak RM700..ini belum termasuk sumbangan dari keluarga aku. Alhmdllah, family aku memberi sokongan penuh atas projek ni..

Activity adalah sgt eingkas tp padat dan aku percaya ianya akan meninggalkan kesan pada kana2 dan guru2 di rumah kebajikan ini..Kami akan membuat kenduri doa selamat, sambutan hari jadi kanak2 pd bulan 2, pertandingan kebersihan rumah (mereka mempunyai 3 buah rumah untuk memuatkan 150org penghuni), pertandingan mewarna utk kanak2 berumur 2-6 thn, melukis untuk sekolah rendah..dan penghuni berumur tingkatan 1-4, akan membersihkan rumah dan juga bergotong royong memasak..dah akhir skali smpaikan sumbangan dr pihak2 tertentu..

Yes, aku telah mencadangkan untuk membuat gotong-royong memasak sndiri untuk kenduri doa selamat..niat aku agar mereka merasa berada dlm keluarga yg besar even mereka anak yatim piatu dan fakir miskin. Dan aku sgt memberi fokus dan komitmen aku ke atas projek ini bukan sekadar utk assgment malah sbg insan yg prihatin. Alhmdllah, suami juga menyokong malah memberi sumbangan peribadi utk kanak2 ini..syukur sgt.

Aku mahu senyuman ini akn terus terukir di wajah mereka.

Jadi, kepada pembaca di luar sana, yg ingin menghulur bantuan, dalam bentuk apa skali pun, pkaian terpakai, toys atau kewangan, amatlah dialu-alukan..Jika tidak pon, doakanlah agar niat kami untuk membantu mereka ini, akan tercapai..insyallah...

give me a favor, plssssss!

I believe i got a few friends in this small world who advance in their education level or even their experience..guys, i really2 need your generous help..

will one of you suggest me about charity services?? selain dr, pergi umah kebajikan, cuci tandas, bersihkan kawasan rumah kbajikan..or..bla..bla... the common charity activities? i need your ideas about something unique and different way for a charity..pls..you may leave a comment to help me..your help even just these word "i xpenah wat charity la"..much appreciated..thanks!

Curi sedikit masa..(while downloading a lecturer's notes)

Hihihi..come on la..nak blogging pon kena curi2 masa..yes, mesti..ms sy sgt pack sekarang..tersangatlah pack..and i hate that..but i would like to twist in everything negative to be positive..so, suck it up la,hoh? it's a life..

ok..let's start with semester yg bermula..1st day class dah ade assgment..a community service + report + presentation + grouping project = Personal development??? can you believe it..part of my syllabus for the MGT subject??? ape related dgn financing? oh, why i could turn all negative components to positive? it is part in this subject..what we call it SELF-ESTEEM..hihihi..i am a fast learner..no big deal..ceh!

That's why when someone tried to 'sabotaj' me, I just let her go..for me, it just unprofessional way to solve a conflict..you unhappy with me, why dont we just face to face..that will be easy..as for me, what a kind of attitude you had? and you dare to inform people that you are professional?? you answer that! oh, what you were trying to do, were not success..i'm sorry..why? i'm happy if you could proceed your reading till the last word...

1) syukur..pd Allah..gaji dinaikkan..sgt luar biasa banyaknya...syukur!

2) hubungan dgn semua pkerja from top level smpai bottom sgt baik..in fact, BERTAMBAH BAIK..hahahah

3) me, zuhro & jacque mcm adik beradik..we're close..ye la, kami je yg perempuan dlm office..

4) tiap Jumaat, kami akn buat makan2 so that, everybody in the office akn rase masakan kami yg perempuan ni.. kami sgt happy dpt bkongsi rezeki..

5) sy till fb during working time..but i'm using my own canggih HP..xmain la gune PC office..mcm org tu..hahahah..but i'll make sure work come as my priority..

6) i'm happy working at my current employer..i would like to see myself success in another 5yrs with this company and contribute my full effort in developing company's profitability..

Yes! saya akn pastikan yg diusahakan beserta doa..harapan dan impian bersatu..insyllah dgn izin Allah even some people try to stop me..Ingat lah wahai KAU..kuasa Allah xde sape boleh lawan..owh, i dont demand an apology because i already forgive you..I hope you're happy to keep doing such a silly things in your short life..

Guys, i hope this is the last post talking about her..i have no rights to judge her and so do her..this is my blog, and before you could view my FREEDOM OF SPEECH, i did setting up a warning saying that "FOR ADULT..bla..bla.." ..dont like, do not proceed..but since you proceed just be an adult..ok..

That's all for tonight..seems my note completely downloading..caow!